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Journaling: Could this be the turning point? I donít want to get excited. I donít want to get my hopes up. I have told myself that I want to see at least a month of consistency before I decide itís working. The doctor told me we would know pretty quickly - within a month. But it has been less than a week and I feel so damn good. Is it too good to be true? I have seen massive fluid changes. I havenít had pain. I havenít felt on edge. I feel so incredibly optimistic. Oh how I have missed that side of myself. Truth be told, when I was told my two options earlier this week I wasnít happy with either. Iím too young for any of this. But hormones are crazy things and something needed to happen to improve life. And right now, the benefits are far outweighing the risks. I hope this works. Iím begging for this to work. I hope we continue to see improvements each day. Option number two is not a path I want to go down. But I am scared. Iím scared to get too hopeful. Iím scared to go through another round of pain/fatigue/bloat/craziness. I donít want to feel that kind of disappointment again. So I will try to keep my optimism somewhat restrained. I will try to keep a lid on the excitement. But I can tell change is coming. And I am here with arms wide open ready to welcome it in. Letís do this!