LOVE Carol's story challenges!! Thanks for the prompt, Carol. Smile


Journaling:
This year has been incredibly eventful for the kids. Among other things, Andrewís Lego team beat all the odds and ended up winning second at the state competition, Emilyís SSASB team won the state championship with a perfect score, and Libby earned two gold medals at her very first ISSMA competition. And that is just the tip of the iceberg. When I say that itís been eventful and busy, that really is a massive understatement. And I am so grateful that I had the free time to be there with the kids through all of their successes. Itís an honor to parent them and volunteer with their teams and drive them everywhere. I canít imagine what I will do when theyíre out of the house.


And thatís the dilemma. There are only three more years with them all in the house and I see other parents and friends all around me sending their kids off to college. And I start to panic at even the thought. Because then what? I donít know how to suvive without them. What will I do? I have been incredibly lucky to be home with them for most of the past eight years. I wouldnít trade any part of it for the world. And I have no doubt that I will look back on these years as the best part of my life and itís all been about them - volunteering at their schools, as their coaches or team volunteers, as their driver and chauffeur, and their extremely proud supporter and audience member.


But what do I do after theyíre gone? How does a parent plan how to live without their kids? Because thatís what I have to do. Itís what we all have to do. But it doesnít come naturally to me. At least not yet. But I know I must start planning and very soon. I need to be more than a mom. As much for their sake as for my sake. Itís not fair to them to panic at the thought of them leaving - it is my duty to them to show them how to move on and grow and adapt to change. How to get from here to there. I just donít know where to start. | June 1, 2013


Supplies:
Flower from freebie pack
Life Lines Scrapbooking Kit
Done with Doilies Photo Clusters No. 01
Clean Stitched Borders: White No. 01
The Story Titles Brushes and Stamps