Another page abut Merlin who passed away in May. It seems longer than 4 months ago...


Journaling:


It was hard to imagine life without Merlin but here we are. The first days and the first weeks were the hardest. Remembering. Coping. Living.


In those early days I would forget that he was really gone. Until I looked for him... I looked at his dog bed but he weren’t there. I looked for him when I exited the bathroom but he wasn’t following me as usual. I looked and saw his red ball and realized he wasn’t there.


I picked up the red ball that I associated so much with Merlin. I put it away. It could never be anyone else’s ball.


Months go by. I’m OK. Then, it hits me out of the blue. A postcard comes in the mail. Merlin’s registration is due for renewal. I swallow hard. He’s not here. He will not be registered again. With a sting of pain I put the card in the recyling.


I miss you, boy.


Ali Edwards:
You Sentiment Quotes


Jesse Edwards:
Summer Love Brushes and Stamps
Patterned Flowers: Red


Katie Pertiet:
Winged Collection No. 03 Kit
Glen Moore Kit
Petite Paper Flowers
Drop Shadow Styles Collection


Art Warehouse:
Dog Rub Ons