Ah, thank you all for your replies! Your are sooooo nice! Your warm welcome(s?) made my day really happy!
Off: Oh I just find that another thread..... the >>How about a "getting to know you" thread<< ...
Now I know I should put this original post into that...

and not to post a new one with the only theme of weeny myself. Sorry. If I've found it earlier, I would not pull myself into the cross of spotlights...
Now I am reading your posts I found in that thread I mentioned above... so going to know more and more about you, too... and that's sooo good.