I'm so sorry. I know you cant even begin to think so, but time will make it easier. I am also a widow, remarried. Its a long road , and a tough road but you learn some good thing about yourself and your loved ones along the way.
try not to think your book plan nor your scrapping must follow a logic path right now. Instead keep a notepad in which you jot down memories, thoughts, feelings. note of the day, things people said, stories they share etc. then you will have something to form your pages around as you go along.
sending you hugs, take care.
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